doubts
Monday, January 31, 2005
i'll never stop questioning on all the doubts in the world
i'll come home every day with a new knowledge earn
i wanna travel round the globe - in the air - under the sea
i wanna experience life
i wanna climb the highest mountain -
dance freely like the phoenix -
never wanna live a day of life in vain
dear diary,
sometimes life sucks to the core. morning lights me up but everytime the sky dims. my devil unleashed.
" if still u think i'm mad, you will think so no more.." - tell tale heart ( MY fav (:
no one's an angel. there's no point in striving for perfection. every beautiful, perfect thing will soon melt into the atmosphere...and for me, what's the point in striving for perfection when i am everything but perfect?
& every ugly, evil thing will linger and haunt us. i might as well befriend this evilness in order to survive and to gain all that i want
how will you understand if ur not one of us. how will life turns out to be if we took another turn. how will the past seems if it does fades away. how is the future to be when it's so..so..far away.
-listening to: Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson
Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Danced at 8:48 PM